TUESDAY 1ST FEBRUARY 2022
It's cold today, I've spent it drinking caramel flavoured coffee. and 2 joints. no food yet.
been spending most of today watching videos about anorexia.
the triggers have been nice, I feel powerful. I hate how I relapse and lose this power.
giving in to things that don't even matter, nutrience I don't need.
WEDNESDAY 2ND FEBRUARY 2022
I went for a walk today, looked at some food and read the calories. I've come to the realisation,
I love starving. I feel powerful, superior, pure, hurt, and I know that if I carry on,
It'll be worth it. I'll be skinnier. prettier. today I've drank coffee, coke, and smoked some weed.
paracetamol and my medication help supress appetite too.